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Saturday, October 23, 2004

Monster squad @ hamilton st.Diner.parking lot.<dances>.Party tommoro. thiz is me being fuckin happy again.

 

~Its just not the same, you know that in time comes pain,

But in the end when all is said and done ,they'll be the lamentable one, 

Left with nothing but guilt and pain, youll be the one to gain,

With all of this you sacrafice, when you put your ass on the line,

Eventually youll move on stronger than before,

or at least until you just dont feel a thing anymore.~

 

Itz my time motherfuckers.Dont take this shit for granted. I love my life. And if i do something wrong bitch better kno i planned it.I kill with  perfect intention.Not to mention if i want something you got ill get that shit when i demand it.If not then your loss, Im not sorry at all. Bitch your life will be the cost, Ill be the one on top if thats what i want.One day these mother fuckers will be praying to me fuckin sorry,penitent, and incapacitated on bloody blown out knees. I thought they knew that i meant it when i said it and that i wont regret it. Now there they sit all lined up bruised, gaged and bound. Itz so cute the way you thought i was kidding when i said dont you ever fuck around.

 

        ................................*~Sickfuckness*~......................................


Saturday, September 18, 2004

last nyte went to see Halifax,Bedlight for blue eyes, nd spitalfield @ rexplex and had such an awesome fuckin nyte we played laser tag and video games it wuz fun as hell adn the bands kiked ass of course so yeah uhm amazing iz an understatement.....some people kno why more than others <3 but im gone *~MELISSA~*


Saturday, September 04, 2004

Thiz summer went by Hella fast but it was good as hell.one more year of school and itz over.Itz so crazy but wat can u do? this summer was so amazing we did so much shit and went through it all but damm.i fuckin love my friends.i dont think i could ask for much more i feel like some thingz are fading but theres not much you can do to change that im just gunna let everything happen im not fighting any of it any more and im letting go of all my grudges on everyone.they kno who they are.i got my permit so 6 months and its on.My momz gunna be here tommorow for good and thats nice as hell.tonyte Marlana,manda, and anthony are goin to Hamilton st. to see *Punchline,Signature Escape,Twighlight City FractureTourmaline,For Felix,MainSt.Centerfold, Death Stryke* @ 6pm 10 bux.So yeah well i hope everyone finally grew up and stop all the drama cuz thatz the last thing i want to go back to.ok im done being conceited and tellin you all how perfect everything iz hah cuz i wouldnt want it to upset those emo kidz out there who myte realize there life sux and they should die uhmm i mean yeah hahaha ...i need a car

Anthony*8/18*<3

                                                      ~*Melissa*~

 

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                   from left laura,marlana,ME,meg,manda,Chris                    jodie,sara,Louis,kayla

               


Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Warped tour kiked ass <3 Jay.TatoeMarlana.Meg.<3Still love my life.and i kno your still jealous.The fair was in town last week which was alryte.But then again brought up some thingz i would have rather not have had to think ov.But i made the ryte choice and i kno that.certain ppl who i love kno wat im talkin about others dont cuz they werent there or they just simply suck.all and all i decided to not cash any ov my checks anymore cuz i spend cash to easy lol. and i need more kool ppl to go to showz with. Ok im out if ur up for some odd reason from 8-10 tommoro mornin listen to toxic shock with me and Meg on 90.3....i think i shud go to bed seein as how i worked 12 fuckin hours today and havent slept properly in like ever.myte  go to nyc tommoro.and i gtg call the driving school. so im out nyte bitchez.*~MELISSA*~  


Thursday, August 05, 2004

Well im not gunna write alot but i was in Ny all last week.im havin fun and i dont want summer to end.cant wait till sunday warped tour baby!if your not goin then u suck.and everyone thatz of interest should go to the Fatima fair tommoro nyte to see me and if i hate u then i dont suggest you go. ok bye.



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